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TMI QUOTES: Simon Lewis

Is that a moral sort of love at all?

School (Day 164)

I didn’t go to school because we had a field trip that i didn’t want to go. Things have been happening with me and my mother and I don’t like it. I got my prom dress on sunday and she got mad because i didn’t tell her i was going to buy it buy then she’s telling me she wants to wait to the last minute cuz i’m making her spend a lot of money so i did it on my own. 

Feliz Dia De Las Madres Mami! I love you no matter what :)

Yeah metro dude is still there I see him sometimes but not at the metro I saw him by the bridge twice and I was smiling and ignoring him. Then now there is Deritido. He is unique and buff. Yesterday he was touching me in the lunch line well not how it sounds but we where close enough that i felt all his front on my back.  I’m happy every once in a while. Just want to get tomorrow over with.

Lyric of the Day (04/26/12)

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I was looking for a breath of life
For a little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

To get a dream of life again
A little vision of the sight at the end
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

But I would need one more touch
Another taste of heavenly rush
And I believe, I believe it so oh oh oh

And I would need one more touch
Another taste of divine rush
And I believe, I believe it so oh oh oh

Who’s side am I on? Who’s side am I?
Who’s side am I on? Who’s side am I?
Who’s side am I on? Who’s side am I?

And the feel of it rushes through me
From my heart down to my legs
But the room is so quiet, oh oh oh

And although I was losing my mind
It was a call that was so sublime
But the room is so quiet, oh oh oh

I was looking for a breath of life
A little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

To get a dream of life again
A little vision of the sight at the end
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

[Instrumental]

It’s a long way and it’s come from paper
And I always say, We should be together
I can see the look, because this song has ended
And if you are gone, I will not be long (Be long, be long, be long)

And I started to heart it again but this time it wasn’t you
And the room is so quiet, oh oh oh

And my heart is the heart of a life
For the devil to dance again
And the room is too quiet

I was looking for the breath of a life
A little touch of a heavenly life
But all the choirs in my head say no, oh oh

(Source: songonlyrics.com)

School (Day 154)

Hi

Listening to florence and the machine new song breath of life and i love it.

Well I might go to uc irvine but im not sure. Worked my ass of in high school to not go to a 4 year college. so i kind of still have community college irvine or wsu pullman but they aren’t offering much money and i’m not getting big loans. Don’t want to spend my life paying college tuition.

BUT WHAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY?

I’m so confused and undecided on what to do with my life. I planned for years but none of what i planned came true its just bullshit.

My counselor actually inspired me because she told me if it’s meant to be it will happen.

I get thinking and my head wants to explode.

My story just went from everything i wished to not having feelings about it because what inspires me to write are the guys i fall for. It’s a shame but ever writer has a different inspiration and mines isn’t one i cherish at this moment.

Prom is approaching and i have my beautiful dress. I just need to pick it up but before drop a size. Yes i am self conscious. Don’t say I’m beautiful no matter if I’m fat I still have that doubt

Been a while since I’ve been writing. I’ve been reading not going to tell you what (blushing:) So yeah

My sucky life, ;)

School (Day 150)

I was disappointed. I let one pass so i could see him but he never came. In 6th period I kept remembering kid. Oh how i liked him. Something should of happened but i was too stupid to not make the first move. Fuck my life My sucky life, ;)

School (Day 147)

I am getting sick. My fucking throat hurts. My nose is runny everything just sucks. \My daddy’s birthday is today. Happy Birthday to him. I love him with all my heart. I had forgotten but I will always have someone to remind me.

I haven’t been face to face with him but tomorrow I will see him after school. I’m really excited but thats if I stay all day long because I have a feeling this sickness is going to suck tomorrow.

So yeah goodnight.

My sucky life, ;)

School (Day 146)

Hyper as fuck today. Too many nerds. 

Happy today.

My sucky life, ;)